|03-03-2002, 05:34 PM||#1|
Join Date: Jul 2001
Location: Austin, Texas, USA
posting for 'Lexus'...please read and offer support!
I know I will get some repercussions on this posting this is all the truth, maybe I am in a slump today and will be fine I am hoping for some solid real advise.
I have been married 18 years to my first and only man. We have had our ups and downs as all couples do. He has always been the man of the household and his looks would tell you if he approves or disapproves of my actions. He has a C-6 Injury from a swimming accident 5 years ago. Maybe, if I had chosen marriage this way it would be easier.
He is vocalist his language flies at times. He hits things. I am woke up weekly with him yelling and cussing, possibly him throwing something or hitting himself.
He does work part-time from home. I work away Thank God; it is my only saving grace.
He was always one that wanted sex several times a week and if I did not I must be getting it elsewhere. I never did and I never have. As I said, he is the first and only.
I desire a man to stand up and hold me and make love to me. Not the fore-play making love, I feel like a whore when that is done. I am not attracted to him and it is not the C-6. It is the actions. There is a good side giving and loving to him.
I have not met anyone and I pray I don't cause my marriage vows I took with all my heart. I am not happy can I ever be? Thank you for your time, Lex
~*~ Priscilla "soon-to-be" Hedlin
|03-04-2002, 04:49 AM||#3|
Join Date: Jul 2001
Maybe ought to post this on the relationships forum? As far as advice goes, well, there is someone for everyone I feel, maybe for some, SCI is not for them if it does not have to be, I guess if you really love someone, you accept them for what they are and accept them as a person.
"Life is about how you
respond to not only the
challenges you're dealt but
the challenges you seek...If
you have no goals, no
mountains to climb, your
soul dies".~Liz Fordred