I was wondering if anyone here can recall exactly how the weather was on the day of their sci. Mine was on a beautiful summer day. The date and the memories of that day are still so vivid to me up to this day. I can still almost feel the warmth of the evening and the happiness I felt before my sci. The memory of getting on the swings in the park and swinging on them are almost something I can touch. I wonder if anyone feels this way at any time now. Incredible how things can change so quickly. One minute you are so full of sheer happiness and joy and the next minute you are on the edge of death.

Anyway, these thoughts and feelings just keep coming back tonite and make me feel kind of sad. Hope I dont' bring anyone down. I know I will be all right tomorrow. Just needed to let them out.

Raven