A little over a year ago I came down with c.difficile that recurred a number of times. Ever since I?ve had abdominal pain that won?t go away and is sometimes quite severe. I?ve been diagnosed recently with diversion colitis, which may be adding to the abdominal pain. Now I find myself struggling with anxiety, fearing the return of c.dif as the abdominal pain/cramps give me a bowel urge sensation. I pretty much only force myself to leave the house to go to the doctor or ER.

Can anyone relate to this and perhaps offer some coping advice?