So... I feel very nervous about posting this. I am from Spain, so most of my family is there. I live in Orlando, FL. But I feel like even if I did go to my family they would turn me away, as they did when I came out back in 1988. I was hit by a car May 10, 2017. I haven't been able to say it out loud, I can't accept it. They told me I have permanent damage from fractures from my T9-T12. That I'll probably never walk again. People keep pushing me for answers, answers that I can't give. I am a doctor and pharmacist so It's been.... difficult.
On May 10, when I was hit, it was a hit an run. Who ever hit me didn't slow down or stop. My injuries were not treated right away. I had severe internal bleeding. I hit my head on the pavement, they feared brain damage but now that I'm awake its minimal. Just some damage to my short term memory. I didn't remember my boyfriend. I still don't really know who he is. Everyone says I was in love with him. I couldn't have him here.
I'm really scared. I don't know what to do... I don't know if I can do this...

Am I just going to be everyones burden for the rest of my life?