Frankly if I don't get return in sensation and sexual function reasonably soon I'am lost. Life is becoming very black-and-white when all you feel is pain, pressure, AD and empty numbing nothingness with no real pleasure to compensate every once in a while mentally and physically, for release of tension and natural chemicals , not to mention letting you know your actually there.

without decent arm/hand/core/sensory I'm trapped in dependency sorry but it's a truly repulsive lifestyle, not a shred of nobility! Nothing your own, only the expectations to be cared for now and in the future, sick...