I would love to work outside the home. I honestly can't do it. Pain, bladder, bowel issues make it difficult. Fatigue is huge. I struggle to keep up my home. Simple dishes, laundry, upkeep is taxing in a day. I have difficulty concentrating and remembering things. I am doing what I can to possibly work from home if the oppertinity came. Right now I concentrate on my therapy and health. I want to stay as independent as possible. It is a constant battle for the last 11 years with ins. That stress and anxiety adds to the difficulties every day. I keep trying to move forward though. Sometimes its the battles unseen that effect us the most. No one would choose this life of dependency on a system that only cares about the bottom line.