People walk up to me while Im hanging out my fresh tie dyes, Usually a new neighbor. friendly, amazed, .......Here, you can have one.
really! strange look on their face, Ok, thanks.
next time they go by, they walk real fast, avoid eye contact, steel fearful glances.
Is it so weird to be kind and friendly? this has happened many many time. I do it at fest all the time and no one seems afraid of me, or looks at me like im a weirdo. I know I look strange, talk funny, Im not from here, so I don't know their ways, but is it really socially backward to give something away to someone you don't know?
That is just a tiny example of why I am socially unacceptable. After the try and meet care cure members fail, I think I just give up. I am only safe with imaginary friends, and only if you never meet me in real life.
its one thing to be gimpy, but socially unacceptable? ya, I am....
Im not even sure I want to try to fix it like I wanted to my entire life. Iv really tried hard. I fail. Im ok though, My cat thinks Im ok. If I had a dog or a horse, they would think I was ok too. that is something isnt it?