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Thread: Unbearable agony came close today

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    Unbearable agony came close today

    a number of months now. seeing some new docs, nothing yet.

    So tired sooo much pain.

    almost punched my ticket, actually called a suicide hot line, obviously worked.

    MUST make it to next Feb, but don't know how. an hourly battle.

    usually puke up what I eat, can't sleep.

    hopeless lost and fading

    all that I am is all gone, selling giving everything away, i have become a ghost of myself.

    Last edited by bollefen; 05-02-2012 at 04:57 PM. Reason: i type like shit

    The Ketamine Kitty

    All the tears, all the pain, all the rage through the night (apolgies to the rewrite) RR

    Next time I die make sure I'm gone,
    don't leave 'em nothing to work on JT

    And I ain't nothin but a dream JM

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    Glad you called the hotline.

    Wish I had a magic wand to fix your life so you could enjoy living.

    Please take care. I care.

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    Please hang in there. You have friends here.

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    I can find nothing to say except my heart breaks for you, and I care too.

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    Holding you closer in my thoughts every minute, Ket Kit, hoping that the beauty you captured through the lens of your camera can help shield you from the agony that's determined to steal you from those of us who love you.
    It is easier to find men who will volunteer to die, than to find those who are willing to endure pain with patience.

    ~Julius Caesar

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    My heart breaks for you. I know pain but I don't know your pain. I care.

    I wish there was something I could do.

    T12-L2; Burst fracture L1: Incomplete walking with AFO's and cane since 1989

    My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dog already thinks I am. ~Author Unknown

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    Thoughts are with you mate, its hard to believe that in this day and age they can't find something that works for you. I hope you have better luck with the new doctor. You've been so strong just to stick with it to this point, I hope you can hold on long enough to get some kind of relief.

    T11 Asia A after near-fatal bike crash.. Just happy to still be here

    No, I didn't loose my mind... It got scared and ran away!!

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    I there were words to help ease the pain I don't understand why life has to be so cruel. It's bad enough we can't crap or piss like normal, I had a melt down from pain on monday. I hope & pray your able to find some relief soon!
    Courage is being scared to death but saddling up anyway. .(John Wayne)

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    like everybody else, i wish i could do something. as you encourage me, i'll encourage you to hang in there.

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    Hang in there Bill, we're all here with you.

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