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    I hate almost everybody and everything about this f'ed up sci life

    now i have your attention, maybe, that's all. nothin more to add. ok, pity party time

    how could i forget this:
    plz add your rant. pretend we're sitting and having a drink somewhere. what do you hate the most about this sci life?

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    Cass, I'd love to have a drink somewhere. Even though I am not person with SCI, I consider myself living the SCI life.
    Going to the lake for 3 days required both our van and truck for equipment, other family members and a lot of planning. An aide came in the mornings.The days of just the 2 of us being to stay there alone are long past. I feel like I never want to go there again because it only reminds of of everything we have lost.
    It sucks.

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    Quote Originally Posted by cass View Post
    I hate almost everybody and everything about this f'ed up sci life
    Sounds reasonable to me.
    Like Linda, I'm not the SCI'd one, but it seems to have defined my life for the last several years.

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    sometimes you got to hate something or you might just SPLODE. it will pass, but proly not as fast as your awesome sunshine and butterfly moments.

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    I wished it just would have killed me at the time as leave me like this coming on 36 years....a few more minutes and I would have been gone....was already passed out anyway a few more minutes and it would have been over.

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    Life is what it is though. You can end it at any time but then what? Nothingnessss which for some people is a better option in their minds.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Art454 View Post
    I wished it just would have killed me at the time as leave me like this coming on 36 years....a few more minutes and I would have been gone....was already passed out anyway a few more minutes and it would have been over.

    Art
    Sometimes I feel that way, too. I passed out on the way to
    the hospital and it would have been a peaceful end, rather
    than the beginning of a lifetime of agony.

    Since I have to be disabled, I wish my injury had left me with
    an even line of paralysis. Being more paralyzed on one side of
    my body is hell on my back.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Art454 View Post
    I wished it just would have killed me at the time as leave me like this coming on 36 years....a few more minutes and I would have been gone....was already passed out anyway a few more minutes and it would have been over.

    Art
    i hear you, art. but i am very glad you are here. and that goes for everybody here, whether sci yourself or living it w/somebody else. here's to us all, cause nobody else is ever really gonna understand.

    and not just sci. anybody living with a catastrophic injury or a loved one with one. i know any dis is bad, but dammit, when you literally can't live w/o some help, it fin sux. it fin sux for us and fam. i have no fam. but there's many out there who do. you must want to run sometimes. i often wonder if it had been him, not me...all i know is i lived before taking care of ppl. and i have lived 18 yrs taking care of my son. wth now?

    and, for the fam out there, it must break your heart, soul and body. SUCKS.

    ok, raising another one for us all. sorry for rant.

    Last edited by cass; 09-07-2010 at 01:15 AM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by mr_coffee View Post
    Life is what it is though. You can end it at any time but then what? Nothingnessss which for some people is a better option in their minds.
    "life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." john lennon.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uldu_1-JCJE

    sean (beautiful boy, all grown up), singing john's song to john's mom (and, indirectly, to his own mom):

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHsdvMfvkWY
    Last edited by cass; 09-07-2010 at 01:40 AM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by mr_coffee View Post
    Life is what it is though. You can end it at any time but then what? Nothingnessss which for some people is a better option in their minds.
    Your statement assumes that the person who believe non-existence is better than their consciousness is automatically wrong. I don't agree with that, Cory. I'm not suicidal and have never attempted it, but I sympathize with those who've done it. I think some people find themselves in circumstances in life that are overwhelmingly devastating and I can see where the biological urge to survive is surpassed by the desire to end the suffering, whether it be physical or emotional.


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