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  1. #791
    Senior Member garyv's Avatar
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    Well I worked from noon til 7:30 yesterday then got called over to a friends house to work on a new bussiness with her and was over there until almost 1:00 am and was sore last night after working in the heat all day then working until 1 last night and almost could not get out of bed this morning my right side is just killing me , my right shoulder and wrist and thumb I can barely move now .
    So this morning I had to take an oxy and valium wait 45 minutes before getting out of bed , now just about 2 hours later haad to take another oxy just to get through the pain , I hope it slows down because I have to go back over later to finish up a wash down tank and do some more prep and hydro grphics dipping ..

    So I dont even want to try and think what pain is going to be later tonight and in the morning . I might just stay in bed all day tomorrow if I can get the work done .
    This shit is killing me anymore , especially when it is having to do this work at odd times and I have to do it for the money.

    But the options are no work no electric . Or work to try and keep up or live in more pain..
    Fuckity Fuck Fuck..
    T-10 ,,1980,,

  2. #792
    Thanks THC....good idea. My son is also going along on this visit. I think that will make a difference too.

  3. #793
    FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK

    suffering mightily, scary bad.

    ket
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    The Ketamine Kitty

    All the tears, all the pain, all the rage through the night (apolgies to the rewrite) RR

    Next time I die make sure I'm gone,
    don't leave 'em nothing to work on JT

    And I ain't nothin but a dream JM

  4. #794
    Sorry your day was so bad Bill. I've been struggling with this heatwave we seem to get every year now! Jim tells me to get use to it....we've ruined the ozone and it's likely to stay this hot every year! We seem to jump from winter to hot summer and this is the third one in a row! I don't know if you're getting the same kind of heat where you are. But here in TN, the heat and humidity will knock you down!

  5. #795
    Quote Originally Posted by t8burst View Post
    I fucking hate waking up in the morning. Every morning it is the same, I have my pill salad laying on the nightstand next to me with a bottle of water. Eat the pills and debate if I can make it to the bathroom and cath. I am so twisted in the morning the transfer from the bed to chair is a challenge, but I am too pigheaded to cath in bed. So I eat the drugs I both love and hate and wait, hoping I don't piss myself before it gets so I can make it to the bathroom.
    This sounds like a page out of my own book! Every morning I have to choke down a handful of pills. Breakfast of losers, huh? Some bottles say take on an empty stomach, some on full, I figure that many pills count as a meal of their own. I used to feel same as you about cathing too but recently gave up and started leaving my last catheter in overnight, draining into a bottle beside the bed. Sometimes it slips out but it mostly works, better than waking up wet which was happening almost every morning.

    Lately my big challenge has been PAIN! Searing nerve pain plus these intractable back spasms have made getting out of bed a challenge, not to mention getting through a day at the office. I've seen so many specialists and tried so many different things, but nothing helps and each year the pain gets worse. But then you all know how that goes!

  6. #796
    I'd give my ass, three little buttons, and interest in hell to be able to sleep in a bed again! It just isn't possible........my neuro wants me to buy a recliner. Good idea, except I'm broke, and live in a tiny, tiny cabin. I'm not sure how big, but the whole cabin is only about thirty to thirty-five long. But, I'm going to crowd the room just as soon as I can afford to do it! I'm hoping when I can it will help the edema I fight everyday. We checked with insurance, and they won't pay for the chair. They'll pay a few hundred towards a lift style, but that still leaves me with more than a regular electric recliner would cost me! They were a big help......not!

    Another summer of heatwave and neuro pain! The heat makes things so much worse......if it could just stay spring or fall year round......

    Another sleepless night, and there is thunder all around me.....storms....the other enemy! I miss so much doing things with my family.....just doing things around the house! I hate this.......I miss my life! It hurts to know I will never get it back and the pain will just continue to get worse. I try not to think about it, but it's hard not to......I don't know how I'm going to do it. I know I thought the same thing six years ago.....and have gotten through it, but it gets harder and harder......
    Last edited by smokymtn memories; 07-18-2012 at 02:35 AM.

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    Quote Originally Posted by smokymtn memories View Post
    I'd give my ass, three little buttons, and interest in hell to be able to sleep in a bed again! It just isn't possible........my neuro wants me to buy a recliner. Good idea, except I'm broke, and live in a tiny, tiny cabin. I'm not sure how big, but the whole cabin is only about thirty to thirty-five long. But, I'm going to crowd the room just as soon as I can afford to do it! I'm hoping when I can it will help the edema I fight everyday. We checked with insurance, and they won't pay for the chair. They'll pay a few hundred towards a lift style, but that still leaves me with more than a regular electric recliner would cost me! They were a big help......not!

    Another summer of heatwave and neuro pain! The heat makes things so much worse......if it could just stay spring or fall year round......

    Another sleepless night, and there is thunder all aroud me.....storms....the other enemy! I miss so much doing things with my family.....just doing things around the house! I hate this.......I miss my life! It hurts to know I will never get it back and the pain will just continue to get worse. I try not to think about it, but it's hard not to......I don't know how I'm going to do it. I know I thought the same thing six years ago.....and have gotten through it, but it gets harder and harder......
    My thoughts exactly !!! I think where I make the mistake is hoping that they somehow, by a stroke of a massive miracle, will improve. How dumb is that??

    And OMG, the heat has been killer here too. Another day over 100 in Chicago....... UGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Becky
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    I feel for you Becky. I saw on yesterday's news you were in a high heatwave area. You're getting what we had for three weeks in a row until last week and we had rain all week long.

    It's hard to stay upbeat about any of this when your pain doctor tells you it's going to keep getting worse.......and that's the reason he does'nt want to raise my meds. He says you reach a point where the meds won't help even when you raise the dosage amount, and he is trying to keep me from reaching that point. And he tells me I only have one more time that it can go up! His compromise for this is to give my three doses for break thru pain per day instead of two! And to try that for as long as I can. But, he left it up to me. Said he knew how much I hurt and I could decide for myself. Well, I left it at that for now, but it sure is tempting to just raise it! Also told me the break thru meds will go back down to two a day when I decide to raise it! This just stinks!

  9. #799
    Heatwave zone indeed, and no end in sight for the next 10+ days either.

    Im sorry about the choice you have to make with your pain meds. That sucks mucho!!! I am back to not even bothering going to a pain doc. The last few times I went, I started explaining my pain etc and was told to just deal with it because Im young and should be able to deal with moderate pain. MODERATE MY BUTT!!! When was feeling like your sitting in a blazing fire moderate pain?? I swear, I think sometimes its all just a cruel joke....


    Becky
    T8-9 according to latest scoring.......
    since 1/3/04

    I am the best at being me. No matter how that happens to be!!

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    If the pain I'm having now doesn't stop soon I don't know what I'll do. It's not that bad, I've had much worse but it's hurting and won't stop. All night, this morning, all day yesterday. I rested Friday and over the weekend and it helped but is that the price I have to pay to feel better? Where is that balace, I had it for so long and now this flare up. Argh. It's not the level of pain right now though it sucks, it's that it won't freaking stop and my mind needs that break. I hope I was a serious asshole in a past life and this is only payback. This post is just so I can complain.

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