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    Sensation seems parallel to the "cure"...as in...

    Sensation seems parallel to the "cure"...as in both need regeneration and proper reconnection to become a reality. Would also seem to cure so many, if not all, CNS diseases. I hope we're closer than...
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    Deserve? Na...but I do feel I have a valid reason...

    Deserve? Na...but I do feel I have a valid reason to
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    Appreciate the detailed response, Funklab. Sorry...

    Appreciate the detailed response, Funklab. Sorry to hear of it happening to you at such a young age. Sometimes I think to myself that it would be easier to accept the older I was when it happened....
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    Appreciate the response. And thanks, Sheri...ha,...

    Appreciate the response. And thanks, Sheri...ha, no one likes a stick in the mud but this site has people who live and understand it. Outside of here it seems best to mainly keep the misery to...
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    I think most people who have really considered...

    I think most people who have really considered taking their life do realize this (those who care for us being devastated). With SCI or any permant disability, its not a last moment, split second...
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    Absolutely. The majority of people adapt and find...

    Absolutely. The majority of people adapt and find happiness. Or present that they do. I'm just saying that paralysis is a justifiable reason to feel like shit...or to question whether or not it's...
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    With an SCI I think it's perfectly rational to...

    With an SCI I think it's perfectly rational to think about. So much of my happiness before the injury came with thoughts and dreams of the future. Always enjoyed the moment as best as i could, but...
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    This injury has flipped life upside down for me....

    This injury has flipped life upside down for me. Not in the bay area but just wanted to say that I understand. Friends have gone from hundreds to a couple. My career of 20 years is also gone. I don't...
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    Newly injured... but have very little hope in...

    Newly injured... but have very little hope in much happening outside of stimulators and exos in my lifetime. Rebuilding the CNS seems very far from our reach, and understandably so. Appreciate and...
  10. The injury and complications are the most...

    The injury and complications are the most offensive to me. Observers can say whatever they'd like. Moving this broken ass body around and bathroom procedure is far worse than any slur.
    Call me...
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    Definitely isnt for vanity anymore. Exercise now...

    Definitely isnt for vanity anymore. Exercise now is simply to build some muscle where I can. Helps with transfers and seems to relieve pain in my joints.
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    Me too. Sign me up

    Me too. Sign me up
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    On this topic and paralysis, I just recently read...

    On this topic and paralysis, I just recently read of Rhonda Rousey's father. He broke his back in a sledding accident and ended up becoming paraplegic...took his own life as a result. There was also...
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    Seems that the reason other countries legalize...

    Seems that the reason other countries legalize assisted death is to prevent exactly this: People only having the option of doing it themselves. Either failing or doing it alone and leaving a mess for...
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    Thanks, SCIfor55. Hoping you had a beautiful...

    Thanks, SCIfor55. Hoping you had a beautiful holiday. And everyone else here. For me it was the hardest Christmas by a multitude. Still so new to, and distraught, by this injury. Nothing feels right...
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    Assisted should be legal for anyone of us who...

    Assisted should be legal for anyone of us who wants it. Shouldn't have to fight like hell to plead your case. Over population is already doing the planet such wonders. Most people don't use assisted...
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    Haven't since before my injury. Used to enjoy it...

    Haven't since before my injury. Used to enjoy it daily, be it recreationally or at work. 20 something years. Such a broad spectrum of benefits came from one plant. Unfortunately an amplification of...
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    Must be so difficult missing a son combined with...

    Must be so difficult missing a son combined with all the affects of this injury. I can only sympathize, but in no way can understand it personally.

    I know I miss the carefree person I used to be....
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    Ha very true. Either way, "fighting or giving...

    Ha very true. Either way, "fighting or giving up"- you still wake up paralyzed.
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    This injury feels like a long death. It's painful...

    This injury feels like a long death. It's painful waking up to this everyday as well as knowing it isn't going away. It's fucking grievous. Almost like attending your own funeral, daily...But they...
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    I'm sure we all fear death. Some more than...

    I'm sure we all fear death. Some more than others. But a lot of times this life feels harder than oblivion. The mental stress is enough; trying to sort out losing so much of many, many years. All for...
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    Tim, I've given up many times since this injury....

    Tim, I've given up many times since this injury. Giving up doesn't stop a damn thing tho. Waking up and it still seems like a bad dream. For a second. Then I realize I'm paralyzed, and grab a...
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    Without having a girlfriend who loves and backs...

    Without having a girlfriend who loves and backs me up through all of this I would be even closer to wishing it was over. I've never felt so lost or upset. She does well at giving me some hope and...
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    Tim, Good to hear of you and your wife standing...

    Tim, Good to hear of you and your wife standing by each other, even if she makes some things seem as a "favor". I admire couples who make it through many obstacles and for so long. Congratulations....
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    The thought has come in and out... and maybe it's...

    The thought has come in and out... and maybe it's because I'm new to this. Maybe a lot of newly paralyzed feel this way. I couldn't imagine anyone losing this much and not having it pass their mind....
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